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i\'ve been trying to re-write this for months now. I think that says something. I have been princess zelda and also a french fry for two years now. i have been a pirate and i have been a ninja. I have horrible fashion taste and I\'m a glutton for punishment. I cant spell, i dont even bother trying anymore. I wear a wedding band and a diamond ring on my right hand, because i figure I\'ll never really get to wear one on my left. I\'m ok with that. I have a crush on every boy who has ever been nice to me. I have a crush on every girl who\'s ever sat up all night just talking with me. I am unafraid to drunk-dial my parents. I have given up on pretending that i am anything but a girl who likes to drink alot and tell tall tales. I am irish. that is not my excuse. I like to make out. i like to swim in the ocean. my scarf collection is quickly dwindiling. I drink pre-mixed margarita\'s cut with extra tequila every weekend. i get groped alot. I am trying to decide if I\'m still ok with the free-touching of my breasts. the keyboard for my computer is pink and the fan sounds like a tiny snowmobiler is driving around inside my tower. I have a love for cameras but no tallent for photography. i\'ve had a blue drawing of a moose on my forearm for a week, that josh drew and it just wont come off. i find it funny that i call this place home when it\'s the one place i feel like i dont belong. my father and my memere mean more to me than anybody else in the world. my mother comes in a close second. My parents choose favorites. i have done things i regret. i hate doing the dishes. i doubt anyboy reads these all the way through. i change screen names depending on my mood. for six months i slept in a closet. sometimes i just want to scream. sometimes i just need a hug. I am tainted. i cant tell you why. i only want the things i cant have. i want to be chased. i know it will never happen. i have food ocd. i believe my fortune cookies would never lie to me. I\'m sorry if i\'ve ever lied to you. i am terrified of the dark. i am also terrified of fish. i\'ve never been happier than when i\'ve lived by myself. i would like to run away. will you run away with me?