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drivven

Member Since 2007-12-02 -:- Recomendations : 3

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    I have been Yaoi Fan-Fiction writer since 2007. My main genre is Naruto. I am have a few stories in other genres and I am working on some originals. If I ever get them finished I will post those monsters.

     

    I can also be found on Archive of our Own AO3 http://archiveofourown.org/users/DrivvenWrinth/pseuds/DrivvenWrinth

    The Me I See

    I am not the me I used to see
    The mirror shows another me
    I used to dream, think, and create
    Now all I seem to do is hate
    Hate the loss of joy and time
    I try to lie and say it's fine
    Others don't really see
    They see a cranky stupid me
    I was smart with strong memory
    I wrote prose and fantasy
    The disorientation, confusion, and pain
    Have caused all of that to wane
    I sit here and stare at the screen
    All I can do is cry and scream
    The silent shriek could rend the ground
    No cure or relief has been found
    I won't give up, I am not alone
    There are many I've been shone
    We endure and try
    We rise and fall and cry
    We stand again and struggle on
    Until our fight can be won
    I hope, I dream, I want to be
    The me I used to see

    I am a severe debilitating chronic migraine sufferer. It has increased over the last few years to the point of disrupting my entire life, especially my writing. I am hoping that I my health will be improving under the new treatment. My stories aren't dead. I very much want to get them finished and write new ones. 

    I finally reached out to a support group and am staring to accept that this is my life and denial, depression, and self recrimination have only made things worse. I am trying to move forward. I wrote  this poem today and believe that this is a step in that direction.


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